I'm SO FUCKING exited!!! I saw The three musketeers last night. AND OMFG! It was soooo great! I loved it so much and in the end we just stood up dancing!! Next time we'll get tickets to the last row and dance our asses of the entire time. And I saw my favorite costume off all time!! THE KING !!! He was so ... I dunno. Have a look;

MY KING!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ &hearts


Ann-Sofie Rase whom I LOVE!! I knew she was in this, and I just sat around waiting for her to come on. But she'd been on ALOT when we got that THIS was her. I've only seen her depressed and sad before, and sure, The Queen was sad - But so rocking. I mean Nina Hagen!!!!!!


Milady & Whats-his-name-he-had-a-phony-french-accent. And OMG Frida, I love her (She's in The bitter tears of Petra von Kant) but she was sooo great as Milady! Such evil but on the same time not. And yes, this is Madonna & Prince.


Milady with less clothes.


I really wish they will sell these when they have one of their "cleaning out the city theatre days" I'll save all my money in case!!!!

Found something that made round corners.

( All I want is for you to like me )

You'd think I've been busy. But I haven't. I've just been crawling in my own skin.

You think you're not a huge fan. Never thought you'd go all bonkers running around your house... But when you get these two posters and you can't wait to put them up. OOOOOOPS.

THIS is how sad Tommy was that his girls where no where to be found in Leksand the day after we threw roses at them;

( poor Tommy boy )

I just watched The life aquatic for the first time. And I loved it. I really love Billy Murray. And Angelica Huston. It had a great feel to it. It almost felt like reading a book.

Other from that I really would love to go out and dance but I guess that's for tomorrow then.

I've been thinking a little lately. About my style and "fashion sense". I have absolutely no idea what I look good in - or not. I have things that I feel comfortable in - some things I wish I could wear but don't know how to pull them off properly. And I know I can't just go into a random store and ask "What do I look good in?" - we will have such different points off views. It's not going to work out. Once I did that in a Make up Store and the result ended in me fucked. And not in a good way.

Even if my inspiration is wide and spans over many different places my biggest inspiration has always been punk. And now - with that being EVERYONEs newest inspiration, I feel drained. I've always worn studs and black and for years I was haunted for it. And now? Now it's to cool for school and I just meet my old class mates at my favorite store. We're buying the same things. Suddenly I stop wearing my studded bracelets. I don't use my leather jacket. And I know I should. And I bought five hundred studs to make a dress. But I grew tired off it. It's not finished and might ever be. But I just couldn't understand when I would wear it. In these days - with the trend being "more is more and please use some studs and that leather jacket OVER the jeans jacket and a couple off chains and do you have a cross that is upside down?" I don't feel comfortable in my studs no more.

I'm not into trends. I don't care what's cool to wear or not. I just want to know what I like. And stick to it. I'm a little black dress kinda girl. I also have an issue (My stomach and my arms) and both of these are really hard to hide while trying to not breath in one off my "extra skins" (This needs to be taken care of btw.). So what is a girl supposed to do? Keep reading about these people with great sense of self and style and so far from my wardrobe? I don't want to wear what they are wearing - I just want to feel as comfortable and secure in what I wear.

I do like some of the things that pop up occasionally. Like the gigantic shoulders. I LOVE 'EM. But I can't pull them of. I look like a tiny little box with short stubby legs and on someone else that would work. On someone who already had a great face, a great posture & a great clutch. I own ONE. It's orange and fuzzy and I love it. It goes with nothing. Hardly even black on black.

I can continue posting to WIWT. And have things like "That's not flattering for your body" (When I'm in a big huge black tent - I thought maybe they'd understand that "flattering" wasn't what I was going for.). Having a special style - something that's not included in trends or in "everyday" wear, is hard. It means that you get comments that come from somewhere not understanding what you were looking for in that outfit. It also means that you can inspire other people. And that is what I'm partly about. I don't dress like this for attention. I really really don't. I dress like this because I like it (Most of it - see my note above) and because maybe I can inspire someone. In any way. To just break a little ground.

Or I can tare everything out off my closet - AGAIN. Put more stuff away - AGAIN and feel close to the little pieces that still gets to stay. And wish that I one day own so much money that I can buy the pieces I really want. Instead off five pieces I know I'll never wear.

Yeah I'm drunk again. And I just saw 37_idae_fxaes picspam and I*M NOT GONN ALOOK AT THITAT NOW BECAUSE ITS NOTOOOOOT WHAT I WOULD DO IN THIS SATE *keep saywa* going to brd no. SLEEP TIHGT.


NOT TO SELF: STOP WRITING DRUNK MESSAGENS ON LJ.

It's now up and running and if you can't find me or heard from me in a couple off days, THIS is where you'll find me.

Been thinking about this for so long. Now I felt I could get it down properly.
A little A/R fluff. With some angsty undertones. Or maybe overtones?
It's short.

( She was beautiful. )

I found a guy at lookbook and he's amazing. He makes everyone else look so dull and uninspiring. He really makes me wish I could be all extrovert and amazing.

Joonas

One day I'll tell all the things I've thought about. And you're not gonna like it. Like the fact that I don't think they really had sex more than twice. Or that I think Laura was broken in total on NC. Or that I think that the (I'm not sure here. I'm not really sober, so I'll might change this later)whole "I think you're full off myself" parts are really not "Lauraish".

TWO words to Emmy people: FUCK YOU.

Watching "Women Undone". It's so different. She's so different. It's almost not her. Her voice is different, her body language. Her eyes. So different.

EDIT
Ok. So. This is a good example off poor directing. I'm not saying anything here, but there are stuff in this that could be soo much better and used in better ways.


& she's got a gun face! How can someone have a GUN FACE!?!??!!! "I'm shooting a gun, this is my face" frak.

And what's up with flirting with every man coming in five meters range!?

I really don't know. It is what it is, I won't make any more off it.

This makes me want to watch "Suspect" with Cher, I lost my tape a couple off years ago. I miss it sometimes. She makes such a cute face in that one *saved in Cher cuteness file in brain*

Uhm, I'm trying to find some icons (And I can't believe I didn't save it when I first found it because I LOVE IT). It's Laura, when she's peeping into the boys bathroom asking Baltar to be VP. Anyone got any idea where I could find these? I know I've seen some, but have no idea where. with that expression *to die for*

So scared it would be crowded. We decided on leaving early. Maybe not all that necessary?




I am writing a letter to Colin Nutley and asking what the Frak that look that Stella gives Karin is, in the end. I've wondered for ten years now!

TO DO:

take more pictures with me licking things. Might come in handy...